Why must this blind fool deceive himself, why must he crush the love that others hold in their hearts for him. Righteous women manipulate and manifest against the best, they hunt and scheme while all the others dream. lonely and heartbroken she makes a choice, finally i know how it goes with the lovely things and silly dreams, never will they give the hurt but only receive. they will never see actually what he means to me, A cold night comes i offer the shirt off my back he takes this gesture light its a flame and throw it back in my face, never again will i sit and take the beating and the cheating that they offer me, being pushed down and turned around to the cold while they sit in their minds thinking only of themselves the live in comfortable misery, hating the happy for being there, loving the sad for the pain that they don't share in. Why would you sit in a flame as it destroys who you were changing your dreams and altering your schemes and darkening their hearts. i will sit and wait for the change to emanate until the man that i know is here before me.

"The Stoned Apprentice"